Master Mike,

I thought that by not going on X I would be able to get away from it, from the cravings, from the foggy feelings I have, I’m thoroughly ashamed of myself as a man, I’m ashamed that I used to masturbate, I’m ashamed that I like to wear dresses and be girly, I’m ashamed that I get turned on by your beatiful, wonderful feet and that incredible cock. Biologically I’m a man, and should be doing man things, dating women, watching regular porn, laughing at people like me who don’t measure up. I’m ashamed that I’m desperate to be a sissy, I’m ashamed that I dream about cock, that I get aroused at being humiliated by real men. 

But I do. I’m a failure as a man, and I can’t stop myself getting aroused by losing control, by giving away my ability to stop my exposure, by humiliating myself to please others, I’m getting aroused just typing this thinking about it. 

At your feet,

Gavin Thomas, Cardiff.