I have quite a calm life now, I have been to prison for what I have done, and have done my time. Now I am free and living in Cardiff, I have a steady job and have no big debts hanging over me that I know of. I have my little cock locked in a cage that I can’t get access to, and I meet a few guys a week to please them with my mouth. Life is good.

I have tons of money saved up and have no financial worries. Of course I’m a cheapskate as always so I pretend I don’t have money, but in reality as you can tell from the excesses on this blog I’m doing quite well. I plan on buying a Bentley soon. You’ve read my fantasies about family here. Horrible as those fantasies are, I did not mention we have been a slave owning family in the past and have a lot of family money and gold etc that we have had passed down from generations. My great grandfather was part of the , although a lowly bureaucrat, administration that ruled over the Indians in times bygone. My, I wish was part of that era so i could truly treat colored people with the sheer and utter contempt they deserve! That’s been discussed before though. Why do I say this part about money? We live in a huge gated Victorian mansion and employ butlers till this day so you know we are extremely rich. Therefore, just as debauched, much like Epstein, much like the lovely Huw Edwards I so swoon over and have mentioned and serenaded repeatedly on this site before.

What I really want though is for my current easy life to be taken away from me. I want, and give my full permission for anyone to kidnap me and take me away from all of this. Leave a comment below and I will be in touch with you to organise a time and place.

I will be there, wearing what you wish, restrained beneath my clothes as you wish, and will even climb into your plain white van without a fight. Maybe you could lure me into a dark alley, or have me kneel while you choke me out.

Drug me or just blindfold me so I don’t know where I am being taken, keep me in a small cell in a dirty basement, make me your fuck toy, sell my body to your punters, use me as your urinal. It would be wonderful to be completely out of control over everything.

Once I belong to you, take my phone and my laptop, take my cards and use my money as you wish. Ruin any remaining good reputation I have so I can never return to normal life.

Do I have any takers? This is not a joke or really even a fantasy anymore. I need and want this and am ready to go where you want me.

I’m open to bring kidnapped by any real man but especially Muslim men and other brown and black skinned men with long beautiful dicks and high testosterone levels. The last really turns me on as I’m on estrogen myself. I love those tales of Stockholm Syndrome where the victims fall in love with the kidnappers. I certainly would and I’ll worship you forever the more you abuse me. I saw a video of a black illegal immigrant in France being kicked out of an underground subway carriage today (literally physically pushed out with such force he landed in a heap on the station floor, literally “boot to ass”)by a white man from behind – with the words “come here violently,leave as such”. As you know I hate immigrants on the outside to maintain an image. Im white and I’d love to have done that though I could never have. But as I’ve said before deep down inside I worship these black illegal immigrant men more than anything else. And as I saw him run in fury beside the closing train doors, my little white pecker literally leaked at how enraged he was. I’d love a beating from him in a public park or someone like him. I beg to be kidnapped. Please. Oh, for that angry black stud to put a boot to my balls!! 😲 Gavin “Gabriella” Thomas. Phone number on my about page. Again, if you as a serious kidnapper have doubts about why you should kidnap me – read what I said about my financial status above. My family will pay a LOT for my release, I will too, but I’ll be so sad when you release me I might not even go and stay on as a slave for you anyway and PAY you for it. Thank you so much!!!